Secret Revealed

 

Holla!!!

I heard you MISSED ME 😉

Let's get to it, a lot has been happening, Today I sat down and realized how my life have been amazing lately, I have been living for me not for anybody else, I no longer live in shadows, or even live to impress folks.

WELL, this is how it started the year was 2020 we were in a lockdown, that time we got to evaluate and think about our lives, mostly everything. I was in a relationship a year ahead and I thought maybe it's all I needed, it kinda blinded me, I think I was not seeing what was going on outside there (reality), you might be wondering why? Well, I was in it willingly and I had great times, experience and memories to be cherished but it was time to fly and see what’s outside there, this time I was that person who used to care a lot about what people think of her, what are they going to say, my outfit, is it appropriate? etc

Well in case you wanna know what happened to my relationship we agreed to let each other go, our goals were on different pages and it was hard to compromise on both end (especially for me at age of twenty-two ish), Sincerely speaking hun, It’s when I was starting to live my life for myself, to identify what or who I wanna be, you feel meee? they are a lot out there to explore before deciding, or making a commitment and even taking a long life decision (that's my own understanding, you may have a different opinion). We let each other go and I kicked off my journey, If you know me well you know the energy, happiness and enjoyment I come with; that’s the real me! I discovered how much I enjoy going out to explore new places in town, how much I love the beach and sun and dunes.., I got to know that I love travelling ( though Corona kinder spoiled all my plans), I got to know how much I enjoy taking RISKs, how much I enjoy making money, how much I enjoy pampering myself and how much I enjoy seeing my circle small but REAL, well the point is deep down I always knew that I loved a beautiful, colorful and exciting life, But even though I knew it, it was not easy to follow and do what makes me happy because of various reasons and I also had to put into consideration almost everyone and Duh that was stupid of me but it was a lesson learnt as well and guess what? I decided to do ME and IT’S AMAZING!!! (DO YOU BOO, ALWAYS). 

My point is we all have choices (if you watched sex/life streaming now on Netflix) we can’t have it all, I had to make a choice and I sacrificed somethings and it’s easier said than done hun, but sometimes it’s worth it! I am a freak'n happy lady now who is living her best life (with ups and downs of course), I wake up and do that thing I want, of course you need to work hard in order to spoil yourself but this was never an issue with me, I luv money and I damn  know how to work my ass off (It's not judging but sometimes I don't understand why being lazy) cam’on they are a million things out there to do, all you need is to DARE and take a risk! Don’t even give me an excuse of lack of capital and all (I started my small business with only 60k and guess what I am pretty doing DAMN well now but of course it's a choice again), so wake up and dare to try (at least try and fail) it’s never to late (do that thing that you LUV, that thing you always think about, IT’S POSSIBLE to monetize it) and Boo stop being limited by other people’s opinion ( WE LIVE ONCE), do you, and trust me you won’t regret it, look at me now speaking like an expert and I am that person who you used to live to impress since primary school, I was that kid whom every parent would love to blab about and here I am! living unapologetically, all I accept now is what doesn't disturb my peace of mind.

It’s okay to say NO, it’s okay to not pick your phone if you don’t feel like it and it’s okay to be in your own space, it’s Totally okay to have SELF TIME for as long as you want (know what some people consider all these as being MEAN and they’re Damn wrong) at the end of the day it’s your journey, your choice and your life! well, well who am I to tell you all of this ( yes I am no expert but I am speaking from experience and maybe it's a phase).

And your happiness comes first, also trust your GUTS, always take it slow on you, Today maybe not your day to shine but tell you what, TOMORROW may bring all that you have been praying for desperately, I believe in Timing as long as you did your part (I always tell this to my friends).

Okur, this was my gist for Today, I hope you enjoy the tea lmao.

Also Plz remember to check on your friends (Mental health is a concern in this pandemic and people are fighting different battles).

Xoxoxo

Sending Luv and light. 

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